yea I know, it could be I guess. I guess it could be why, I had to use it a lot for a while with my last pregnancy and never had any complications with it. What happens is your nose ends up having like a rebound swelling so to speak from it so it makes you have to keep using it. I dont know, it could be I just dont know what else to do and I cant live with my nose clogged shut I feel like Im suffocating!

On another note, I am feeling depressed again today. Just a million things adding up I guess. My 10 year old daughter has a mood disorder, and has recently gotten in trouble at school, she has no friends and no self esteem either I just am at a loss what to do with her/for her! She starts middle school this fall so that is frightening to me! We are having financial trouble like crazy and it is stressing me out so bad, my husband doesnt seem bothered by it but he isnt one for showing much emotion either so who knows. I feel like I should get a job, but who is gonna hire me 5 months pregnant plus the cost of daycare is insane! Im fat and pregnant on top of it all. My 5 and 2 year old boys never take naps, just tear the house down from 12-4 and dont listen. Then they finally pass out at 4 and I have to wake them at 5 for dinner. AHHHH. Sorry just totally venting, I dont really know where to turn. And on top of it I feel like Ill never have a career, I have my BS in healthcare management and half done with masters in healthcare administration yet I can never find a decent job that pays enough or even get anyone to interview me for that matter. well kids are breaking something and killing each other so I better go.