ok i have been having nightmares for the past few nights i guess thats normal but i dont want to dream that my husband is going to die. it was horrible, i woke up at 5:30am this morning scared as hell and started to cry, like bawling crying not just tearing up.

i think im 5 weeks now. i dont know for sure. i wish i couldve gotten a dr appt sooner. but my first dr's appt is this friday. but they only want to go over the history and info and stuff, no exam or checking to see how far i am.

but its pretty crazy my sister got pregnant around this time last year. and when i have mine he/she will be acactly one year younger than his/her cousin. i only have one sister so its up to me and her to have all the grandchildren as possible.

so anyways about my pregnancy so far... no morning sickness. no mood swings. im pretty calm and relaxed.
i have had some weird nightmares the past few night though. i have had cramps everyday so far, some days they arent that strong but when i dont feel them i think that im not pregnant, or something is wrong. i need to feel the cramps to tell me that im still ok. i wish i was further along but im not and i can only wait.
oh and another funny thing is that my dog she is about 6months old. i think she can tell im pregnant. she follows me into the bathroom every single time and her attitude has change alot. she just has that look when she looks at me (like she's saying " are you ok?") its so cute and i actually joked with her and said what am i pregnant? and it turns out a few days later i was.so there are signs everywhere. you just got to read between the lines sometimes.
ok ill keep you updated!!!