welll im about 16 wks around now, probably shouldve started this awhile ago but really have just been lazing around sleeping all day. had my first u/s 2.5 weeks ago... its a boyy . next appt is for the 26th and an echocardiogram on the 14th of july because my fiance was born with a heart disease that has a 50% chance of passing on to the baby . i cant ever get the name right, but basically the main arteries are flip-flopped. the blue blood was going where the red blood should and the red blood was going where the blue blood should which resulted in open-heart surgery only a few minutes after he was born. genetic? yuppp, his dad has the same thing, but somehow managed to skip his older brother. and to add to the massive genetic garbage that its going to be coming into ( my family has a longgg line of cancers, diabetes, heart problems & blood pressure issues ) i have anemia and a polup(benine tumor) in my bladder, have had it for almost 2 years now that im aware of. Dr. said unless it grows or starts to cause me serious pain theres no reason to surgically take it out or worry to much.

ughh, just plain stressful. but other than that everythings been pretty good things are just very tense in my house because im very nasty at times, and i mean NASTY. mood swings much?! my family is super excited about the new addition to the family, minus my grandfathers bitch of a wife.. ( not my blood grandmother, he remarried ) i just saw her after almost a year or 2 of not seeing her and she found out i was pregnant and gave me the look of death and wont even speak to me. i was polite i said hello, even though id rather shoot myself in the foot and she just looked at my now bigger belly and turned her face away in disgust. i hate her, hate hate hate . other than her, everyone was arguing over what it was going to be.. i have a very.. LARGE family lol. and the boys yell " its going to be a boyy!!" and the girls yell " nope its going to be a girl".. tada, its a boy. lol nows the fight over whos birthday its going to fall on, theres atleast 2-3 birthdays each and everyyy month. as of now it falls on my great gmas birthday, she recently just died so it would be nice to be happy on her birthday instead of upset and miserable.

dont think there is anything else i can really cover, besides the fact that im probably allergic to the prenatals they gave me!? everytime i take them, i feel worse then the normal pregnancy " blah " feeling.. and i never got the morning sickness, never really nauseous, not dizzy but every night i take them so im not sick all day long but then i wake up the next morning feeling even worse. and i mean WORSE.. sick to my stomach, dizzies to the point im about to fall on the ground, headaches, sleeping all day and night.. just sucky. so they told me to stop taking them because i have a longlonglongggg list of allergies to medication and they need to find something else for me. ughhhhh we will see what they say on friday when i go for my 2nd OB visit so they can go over my lovely blood work and pee test .


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