ok well doc apt went soso on monday. he gave me a pap and b exam. b exam was good. have to wait till dec 1 to see pap results. he wouldnt do a blood test, but to my amazement he secd me an u/s for wed. so in less than a week i will see for myself!!!! i am happy and frightened at the same time. i want to be preg soooo bad. but test keep coming up neg. with all my sythm, it dosent make sense. im afraid that i may have cancer or something horrible like that. i will just have to be paitent till then.... wish me luck!!!