Insomnia
Okay girlies,
Its 5 am and I am awake. I have been since 3.
I haven't slept in over 6 nights. I am tossing and turning all night and I don't really know what to do. My pillow is uncomfortable, so I switched. It felt better. My sciatica hurts so I put a pillow between my legs. Okay better. Then I have to pee. Then I am thirsty. Then my dog has to go out to pee. I lay down again and my brain races around like I am going crazy while my little boy playfully kicks my ribs and punches my bladder. Then I leave the bedroom and watch tv or go on the computer until I have to shower and start my day.
Same story every night.
I tried taking a warm bath, drinking a sip or two of wine, playing video games until my eyes are burning, even making my husband have sex with me until I am tired. It all works until around 3 am when I wake up.
I am beginning to look like night of the living dead with the dark circles under my eyes.
I am 24 weeks at this point.
I know it gets worse when the baby is born, but come on!
I think I just have so much on my mind- and I can't get my brain to stop thinking so that I can go back to sleep! Other than knocking me unconscious with a frying pan at 3 am, how can I get my mind to stop racing with all of mine and the world's problems all night?
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